Playing the Waiting Game

Apparently it's been a long time since my last post, and well the few that read are questionning my lack of words on the web portal.

When I was a kid, I would enjoy this game called 'Stuck in the Rut'. I mean you all know the game so.. i am not bothering with the rules. I used to love that game because when touched, I was immobile, I couldn't move a muscle until someone touched me again and freed me. I would take that time to rest from the hectic nonsense running away from the denner that would happen in course of a game so... yeah.

Well, the thing is that is exactly where I am right now. I am stuck.. in a rut. Just stuck, with absolutely nothing to do. Its like the waiting period now. the seeds have all been sown, and I am now just waiting for them to reap I guess.

And let me tell you something, it sucks! So much that maybe even the known power of the black hole might just fail in its comparrison with it. To just sit and wait for your future to start churning its wheels with you having nothing more to contribute can really put any one with some amount of grey matter in their head out of their normalcy pretty much easily.

Life becomes like one of those monotonous 9 to 5 jobs, where every action of yours is timed so accurately by the clock, that depending on the action performed, you can tell the time of the day. Days of the week are known by the shows being shown on television(sad really... I know). I have been watching those really lame ass programmes on the Disney Channel sic Hannah Montanna( by god that girl is irritating,!!), Life with Derek (which is kinda of funny)Even watched half an hour of High School Musical 2!!. It was then, I realised, that I am truly truly bored beyond my wildest belief and as bored as I can ever be.But's all I can do now, just wait... wait for life to begin again, for the messiness, the troubles, the fun, the laughter, the roller coaster ride and everything thrown in between.

And it's not like I am doing nothing. Because it's quite impossible to do nothing because if you are doing nothing, you will eventually be called for something which will lead you to do that something and well... then you are actually doing everything that you were called for, so yeah...