I waiting for the day to hear the words "Bhadku I Love You" to take flight from a Whispher to a Scream.
Friday, August 3, 2007
Time Has Come Today
There comes a time in every one's life where, they are standing at a crossroad. That is the worst place and the best place to be at in your life.
I was there a few weeks ago. Took a path, enjoyed the two day journey and then realised that it wasn't my path. So i did the right (atleast according to me) and broke away from the path.
Then to my complete atonishment, but not to my friends if I may add, this new path opened its way up for me. Took me by complete and unexpected surprise and led me down the path of love.
But there was checkpoint, where I had to pay a fine for walking down a path which was not mine in the first place. I paid for the fine dearly.
I agree, that the second path was not mine before. Hence the fine paid. Only after the fine was paid and registered for, did I continue down it.
I apologise for what happened, but I m Not apologising for the way the events occurred after the checkpoint.
There was No false trail.
I was there a few weeks ago. Took a path, enjoyed the two day journey and then realised that it wasn't my path. So i did the right (atleast according to me) and broke away from the path.
Then to my complete atonishment, but not to my friends if I may add, this new path opened its way up for me. Took me by complete and unexpected surprise and led me down the path of love.
But there was checkpoint, where I had to pay a fine for walking down a path which was not mine in the first place. I paid for the fine dearly.
I agree, that the second path was not mine before. Hence the fine paid. Only after the fine was paid and registered for, did I continue down it.
I apologise for what happened, but I m Not apologising for the way the events occurred after the checkpoint.
There was No false trail.
Bring The Pain
The past six weeks have been the most hellish, emotionally challenging, mind-numbingly painfull, confusing, claustrauphobic, self paralysing doubts, question filled, insecurity driven hours of my life!!!! I kid you not!!!
Kavi, my friend told me "make a fist with your hand Mosh. Thats how small, tiny our heart is. All the time all we give to it is stress, pain and all the sad mumbo jumbo which always invade our lives no matter how high and fortified the walls are. So for once, on your own accord, give the heart what it wants."
I listened to her. I gave the heart what it wants.
They know there is no future. We are not worried about it, for we do not even know what's going to happen tomorrow. We feel at times, a warm glow within ourselves when we are in one of our stolen moments "it feels for forever and always".
They say and he says "you will go away", I say "You will stop first" and "I might not live upto your expectations"
They also say, that you are doing the biggest mistake of your life.
It's okay, it's my mistake, he is or whatever tense "my favourite mistake", its my heart, it will blow up in my face, screw me only over, no one else will get affected.
The heart wants HIM now!!!
So Bring on the Pain On!!!
Kavi, my friend told me "make a fist with your hand Mosh. Thats how small, tiny our heart is. All the time all we give to it is stress, pain and all the sad mumbo jumbo which always invade our lives no matter how high and fortified the walls are. So for once, on your own accord, give the heart what it wants."
I listened to her. I gave the heart what it wants.
They know there is no future. We are not worried about it, for we do not even know what's going to happen tomorrow. We feel at times, a warm glow within ourselves when we are in one of our stolen moments "it feels for forever and always".
They say and he says "you will go away", I say "You will stop first" and "I might not live upto your expectations"
They also say, that you are doing the biggest mistake of your life.
It's okay, it's my mistake, he is or whatever tense "my favourite mistake", its my heart, it will blow up in my face, screw me only over, no one else will get affected.
The heart wants HIM now!!!
So Bring on the Pain On!!!
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