Friday 21 May 2010

'You wasted Life , why won't you waste the afterlife'

There present among the six billion souls are people whose souls are darkened beyond black. It is a reflection of their thoughts and feelings, that slants more towards, jealosuy, envy, anger, masochistic, sadist, greedy, and selfishness than any villan that you have either read about or seen acting out their malicious thoughts on the halpless protagonist.

There is person I know, whose soul unfortunately is black. I cannot say this now with surety, but I am assured beyond belief that the shade that was once a dark grey, like the dark clouds that crowd the sky during the monsoon season, is now a shade of black, the colour of the midnight sky in the interiors of a forest seen from an abandoned path.

What fazes me is that this does not faze the person. The chinese whispers games that were a part of the idylic, nostalgic innocent filled childhood, has been unfortunately used as a apprentice in the grand scheme of things that not only destroy any peace and serenity that people had achieved once again after banishing this dark presence from their life, but also rather unfortunately brings back the repressed and supressed thoughts and feelings which were best meant to be forgotten.

I quite don't know what to say when a person you have been trying to bar from entering your own private enclosure despite repeated warnings and denials. I am supposed to feel flattered or just hounded by a merciless beast that thinks that this a game, wherein the thrill lies not only in chase but also in the catching of the prey(me).

You had your chance, you had your time, you screwed up that time. Anything that you have said, not said, done or not done is nothing but a painful reminder of the dark soul that you were and are.

You have a chance to renew, but no what do you , you instead resort back to your old favourite game, Chinese whispers, but this time with new participants and boy aren't you getting better with age.

You still wish for me to be a audience to your life. But why in the world would I want that, even to be an audience in your afterlife would be a punishment, since so far you wasted your life, and I am quite sure that you shall be wasting your after life as well.

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